05: Regina - Hello again

Thu, Jul 23, 2015 08:44 AM
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Hello again, thank you for your answer. For me it is very important to see your interest in me, and your constant attention. It is very good in the beginning of a relationship when it present. I try to write you as often as possible. I'm always interested to read your response, your news. It is so interesting to talk to someone who lives in another country, have a different culture, a different way of life. It's hard to explain in words, but on the other hand, I do not feel much difference between you and me. I can easily communicate with you, like you are near me. I do not feel the boundaries in our communication. And it pleases me very much. We can absolutely free speak on any topic.

I do not much want to talk to you more about my country. The official spoken language is Azerbaijani. Also, some of the more mature people speak Russian. But young people do not know Russian language. I am also speak in Azerbaijani language and some Russian. In the Muslim religion enough good things and concepts. But it is not very close to me. When I see European films, and see the Christian way of life, it is more close to me. In Christianity, more freedom, more tolerance and good relations. If I change one's religion, then I'll try to take religion out of my most good quality, and preserve it. I really have peace of mind now, because I have constant communication with you, and we know each other better with each new letter.

But I understand that the relationship by correspondence, if it lasts a very long time, it becomes a friendship. I do not want that. So I understand that one day will be necessary personal meeting to further develop relations. And if this meeting will not be, then the relationship will not grow and remain a friendship.I would not want that. But of course, it is too early to talk about a real meeting.And I do not want to rush into it. Now I want to continue to learn you better and that you also could do it.

I think we have yet many things to say to each other, and learn better. Today, I had almost a normal day at my job. Came the girl who buys cosmetics continuously, regular customer. She told me that she wants her man could see her just beautiful, always. I get it, but I said that much makeup brings some harm to health. But she said that she did not matter, she wants to do everything possible to stay young and beautiful for her man. Then she was gone.

I do not agree with my shopper. I try to use cosmetics is rare, because I do know what kind of damage it can do. And I also do not agree with the shopper, because it's bad when a person tries to hide his age, or deceive it. I think it's silly to try to cheat the nature. Must take its own view of this, what it is. Because, for example, for me, the more important the inner world of man. It is much more interesting, and it can cause real feelings. I think you're a man with a rich inner world. And if I can see it. Then I could easily fall in love with it. I can always feel the sincerity, and I always answer the same.

I really love my job because it allows me to communicate with people and get pleasure from this communication. Many of my friends tell me that I am a very pretty girl, and I could easily work in the modeling industry, and has time to become a top model. But it never interested me. I think working as a model, it is very hard work, and it is a temporary job. This work is also very nervous. And I never wanted to earn my beauty. Yesterday I was preparing food at home. I was just making one vegetable salad, and chicken stew. I understand that in the world there are different types of food. Italian, European, and Chinese. But I never try it. I'm a little afraid to experiment with unfamiliar food. Maybe one day I'll be able to try food from other countries. But I think it's better to do it in the country where it is the national food. I do not want to try Chinese food, which is prepared in Azerbaijan. Because it is not real Chinese cuisine. I also love talking to people. And tell them the truth, I know. Often people get offended when hearing the truth. And this is the hardest.

But I'm really such a frank and never want to deceive people. Because any cheating, it's become one identified. It's only a matter of time. So my conscience is always calm. And I can sleep at night. Now I will finish my letter. I hope that you also send me a reply soon. Tell me more about your work, it gives you pleasure?

Regina

Tony - Re: Hello again

Fri, Jul 24, 2015 02:04 AM
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Hi Regina,

What a beautiful picture! You really have a nice smile. I'm glad that you enjoy my letters. I have fun reading your letters too.

So, you asked to hear more about my work. I will explain what I do. I'm an artist and I create characters and tell stories with them - almost like in the movies. I enjoy making these types of stories because you can make the narrative follow any pattern that you choose. Sometimes, I will release these characters on the internet and see if anyone interacts with them. Have you heard of the term "Catfish"? This means that you communicate with someone through email, but they are interacting with a different identity than their own. Sometimes, catfishing can be a bad thing because people will think that they are really in love, but with someone that they've never met. There was a famous sports star named Manti Te'o who fell in love with a girl that he had never met. He was saying that she was his girlfriend and that she died. When journalists tried to find out who she was, they discovered that his girlfriend only existed on the internet. In the end, I feel that it is more like pen pals. It shouldn't matter what a person looks like or whether or not you will ever meet them. All that matters is that both people enjoy writing the letters and that the personal stories remain interesting.

I find your personal story to be very interesting. You come from a very interesting culture and country. You have experienced hardship through your religion and parents. You would like to find something better in life and find a relationship that is exciting and meaningful. These are wonderful things to wish for and I think you will, one day, find what you're looking for.

I'm wondering, have you ever been interested in art? Maybe painting, drawing or photography? I think that you would really enjoy photography. There's nothing better than taking interesting pictures. I've attached a picture of my great grandfather. He was a famous artist during the early 1900's. I usually don't share this picture with anyone, but I wanted to share it with you. I know that he looks a little angry in the picture, but he really was an amazing artist. He changed the way that people looked at art. I only got to meet him when I was younger, so this picture is the only memory that I have left. What do you think of the picture? If you were an artist, what type of work would you make?

I hope you have a wonderful day. I'm really looking forward to reading your next email.

Tony