12: Regina - Tell me, do you want this?
Sat, Aug 08, 2015 06:04 AM
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Hello my biggest and strongest love Tony!!!! I'm happy now, because I see your letter, I read it and reply you now. I have enough time for it now. I'm really happy - and my joy up with every new day and new letter from you! After seeing you letter my heart is beating very strongly, more than you can imagine, and I have feeling it may jumps out soon! Then if it jump from my body - the big part of my heart, it will fly to you through the sky to your house - and there joins you. By this I want to tell you I’m ready to give you part of my heart. I want. And give all my spirits and joy, all my love for you. Tell me how is your mood today? I think that all is well and you write as you spend your day and night?
My day was usual, nothing special.
Last night I was thinking about us again. I do not watch TV! I suddenly thought that if all of what we write can be in reality, as well as our words! That so fast people can fall in love with the letters. I write you only the truth about my feelings and my love to you! About my thoughts about sex, I just think a lot of us and fantasize.
What I think, and I absolutely can not display it in words! So much I want relationship with you. Closer to you, I fell in love with your inner world - what's in your heart. And you tell me about it, and I think that you're the man I want. Yesterday I was thinking about us and a lot of planning. I already can not live without you. Letter - this one, and we know about each other some, but we did not know each other in real life. And if we can meet one day - then it will be a moment that immediately shows that we are made for each other, or not. I never doubted - that if I see you in reall life - then all will be good between us. And if I'll be able to look into your eyes, then I'll see everything, all their brilliance, which will go from your eyes to me. Then I just smile, then I'll understand everything at once, all of your feelings and love for me. Yes, just by the look! And if I see all of your actions, which have shown concern about me or courting. It is necessary for me to know and see in you! I am confident that I imagine you just so as in your letters, would like to see, and what you really are. I have good intuition and this is always confirmed in life. My intuition tells me that you are the best man for me, I want to be with you. I would like to start a new life with you, that I would allow to completely forget all the past, which was happened! For do not remember it. I still do not think about it, just telling you. Now, all my desire is to meet you. But if you're going to come to me? You have such a desire?
I think that this is not a good option. Because if one of my friends here in Azerbaijan recognizes me. They will immediately report this to my parents. And my father would see and know - I'm with you. I can not allow this. Since the law will punish me later!! BUT!!! If I come to you my dear. Then I have the right to leave Azerbaijan, and then to build my life as I want. Here in Azerbaijan, I can not be with you. This is a very important condition!!
In my head, and I can not think of anything else. All of those things, the apartment, the parents, my family and my work - it's all I can leave! Although friends and parents forever in my heart, and I can visit them one day, with you! If I come to you, then I can leave my work in Azerbaijan, and to work with you, in your city. And I think that you are helping me with this! I think to the work in shop is not difficult in your city, and everywhere shop assistent need. Professionals who know how to work with people.
That is I want to tell you that at first we can meet for a while to learn - can we be together or? What do you think? And if we see it, and have 100 confidence will approach each other, thus living together. Then we'll talk about the wedding !
I love you very much and would love to meet you too. I'll be waiting for your answer to this idea!!!! Yet when we meet. I say - that's different, it's not writing. Letters bring a lot of joy and a lot of desire, a lot of dreams!! But they can not show all the feelings that I have for you. All those emotions and my mind! You can not look at my eyes. That's why I say all this to you now!
I understand if you say it's still too early for a meeting. I can understand that. But I want you to know my thoughts correctly. Now our relationship in the sweetest period. We are at the beginning of the way that can lead us to happiness. We now have the most vivid feelings and emotions. And I want it to be developed in order to bring it even more fun and joy.
If we meet - then all what we write to each other can do, and we can put into reality. We can make love in bed, and can walk on different streets and the most beautiful places. We can every night bring each other pleasure to be happy. I would like you to massage you any time, every form, and when you're tired. I would like to make love to you, with each of our common desire. All that you write as you could do it! You write as you love me and you want a great love. We can do it soon! I thought yesterday that last dream, as it is more a desire to meet.
If we do not meet in the near future, then it would mean that our relationship will not develop. You and me, we will become pen pals, we will always write letters to each other, and maybe through a long time we meet. But then it will not be the same feelings of the brightness and joy of relationships. Then we get together and just be friends. I do not want that. I want develop our love in the real world.
Tell me, do you want this?
Because I want to learn all about how to come to you soon. To start, I just want to get information. I want to go to the city of Baku, in a large travel agency. I want to know the total price of my trip with you. Then I'll tell it to you. You have objections to this?
I have so much wait your answer! In general, what do you think? Tell me your thoughts, and then we are dealing with! I'll eagerly await your letter! And I want to say again that I love you!!!!!!!!!!!
Regina
