17: Regina - To be with me
Fri, Aug 21, 2015 04:51 AM
My dear,
I again to see your letter. And I am glad, that I can read it, and to see everything, that you to think. As now we cannot speak with you, and only letters us with you now to unite. And I to see, that you very much would wish to be with me. To be a number. To give me the love. But you not to trust me. Yes, not to trust, as I to see, that you to say, that I should come to you! All to pay itself, and then when I to come to you, you will give me all. It to say me, that you could help me now, but do not wish to send it to me. As you to think, that I can deceive you. Or you to be afraid, that that of another.
As though to me it was not sick to understand, but I cannot to you that to speak against. It is your choice, and your decision. I do not wish to ask from you that, I simply to think, that if you to help me, I could come to you. And to be with you nearby. But to demand I that I can not. Certainly I to hear about deceits, and you are fine for understanding. And even to me it is a lot of to realise painfully, that you can speak, or think, that I same as all these swindlers. Which to gain money for "love". And it is very a pity to me which to get people on these dodges. And they have now only debts, and the broken hearts. A pain, and not trust. Simply these people become very sad. And looking at them, it is possible to tell, that they very strongly to be disappointed in a life.
And I think, that you do not wish to be such. As you to think, that I of one their "such" people. And on it not to trust me. There can be you to deal with these "people" and only on it, you not to trust me. No, I not to blame you, when. I simply have understood all. Also I can say to you, that we can be simple friends. Also we can have correspondence further. Only I think, that it not to result in what good. And we to have only time expenditure. As all people should not be one... And they should have second half.
Understand, I not the girl, and me not 18 years. And I cannot live one more. I wish to love, and to be favourite. To see the man near to itself. Also could touch it. It is a pity, that I cannot construct the happiness with you. And I very strongly wanted it. Yes you, that who have allowed to me to understand much, and have given me love.
I to trust you, and to give you my heat, my heart. And which I to hold my secrets in myself. And now I to understand, that it is all to come to an end. All it will be the most good fairy tale in which I to live. Also I can say you thanks, that you to present to me these not forgotten moments which have let to me know that it is not necessary to recollect the past and that it is necessary to live further. And now I will do it. I still love you, and you will live in my heart always. And even if at me to be other man, I when not to forget you. And I will search so that it to remind me you. What he as to understand me, and to love as strongly as well as you.
I to finish my letter, and I will wait for your answer.
Yours, always
Regina